Out of Control

My life feels like it's out of control right now. I work my ass off and see absolutely no benefits of my efforts. Everything is chaotic right now and all I want to do is walk away. I won't go into the depressing details, but I'll sum it up with this: in addition to the weight loss battle, I'm fighting seemingly every battle out there. Finances, disrespect, feelings of insignificance and worthlessness, job stress, no time, no sleep, no energy, no faith...the list goes on.

I feel like I've bent so far that now I'm beginning to crack.

I'm going to try to use these feelings as fuel.

Sorry for the depressing post. I just need to vent.